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Im sitting here concerned,

because everything is falling apart.

relationships are ending,

happiness is no longer visible...

the picture perfect are no more,

if they can't make it what should i expect;

fall victmn to breakup season,

give up on joy and smiles,

forget about ever making it to forever.

should i stop sleeping,

since i no longer see dreams beneath my eyelids

or am i saved by fate,

and have my dreams become my reality.

how do i plan for a future

when my present is no gift to me;

shall i throw caution to the wind,

give up on my goals, 

and release the burden of standards

what should i really expect,

when things fall apart.

#2

Day broke and all on my mind was Him

the sweet caress of a fresh cut,

the handsome scent traveling through my pours swiftly,

all i want to do is be

with him

I'm blind with fantasies,

the look

the kiss

the hug

Salutations!

April 14, 2009

Who knows?

what defines perfection

what could make a man, a day, a feeling,

the point for all time comparison

Who knows?

what time is the, right, time

to lose Hold of caution

to give away mind, body, and soul,

could a Stranger tell you what good feels like

Who knows?

what the look in his eyes means

are you two finally vibing,

does he fears expression as much as you do,

is he the One that dreams failed to show

Who knows?

if this isnt love

are we mistaking these feelings for lust,

And are we worth the wasteful guilt of our future

or do we hide within out thoughts

self conscious and missing out...